Dear … ,
At this moment, if I had only one call to make. I would not hesitate to
call you and tell you that at this moment- I like you and
I fall head over heels again just by the thought of you.
I think I make a lot of things up with my mind (of you, of what you are) but
if I should die this moment, I am glad someone like you filled my mind.
I don’t think we could ever be and likewise, I don’t think you are falling for me.
But at this moment, I wish we could at least have something of “anything”.
Without the emotional attachment, without the feeling of how it will hurt when reality wakes us.
Though I loathe the feeling of being infatuated with someone, I still thank my angels for it.
I reckon that it’s a process to help me carry on- in hopes that one day,
someone would find me and in time,
we would be in love,
forever.
Dear you, I don’t know how you crept into my mind.
I don’t remember the day I lost a breath when you walk passed and sadly,
you would never know how my heart skipped a beat when I saw you today.
At this second, if I could throw my list of superficial details that I have kept
so many years and if you would fall for me- We could be the happiest.
I know you would write us a love letter all the way to the moon and
have the planets rejoicing together.
In all my wildest thoughts, I know that tonight will soon end.
And when the sun shines our rooftops and when I find myself in a new dawn.
I would probably forget tonight and the way I feel for you.
But the saddest part isn’t that…
It’s the thought that you’ll never know how I felt about you, tonight.
Sleep well my dearest.
I hope the new day will get us both someone to finally,
love.Labels: in between, jem
window's pane,
widow's pain.
drops of tears,
dropped from fears.
lullabies and silent nights,
twinkles and clouds,
loneliest sight.
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some says that often times, people "think" most in the bus.
i guess it's kindda true...
because there's nothing to do till you reach your destination,
there's no one close enough to make a decent conversation-usually
and maybe thats the only time, when the body shuts, sits and listens
to the mind that wonders,
free.
i got to thinking...
one day when i sat in the bus.
about the the couple i saw in the mall,
how she pushed his wheelchair about.
how helpless he was and how "strong" she looked that
very moment- emotionally.
i guess its the time when the vows are tested,
For better, for worse, for richer for poorer; in sickness and in health
and when i got to that thought,
i dont know if i could answer to this...
"if i sold the car, would you ride the bus with me?"
will time make me/us stronger?
can we have enough courage to say "yes"?
does love really take over and leave nothing for regrets?
and for that seemingly long moment...
i wished the bus ride would never reach my destination.
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i have been thinking lately, about the times when i need to grasp so tightly in my hands,
to keep you near.
the many times i knew that it could only be you, to fill the roses in the garden.
to water the seeds i've sown each and everytime i thought of you.
time and time again,
day by day again,
your figure seems to start...
to fade away.
what is going on? should i keep you close now that i have the courage to let you go?
the space i left for you to keep has become a forest so deep and thick.
will i go on without you now?
now that every breath i take seems to speak nothing of you.
am i despising you now,
because you seem so far away?
it feels like someone else could take your place.
because once i am alone, i keep going back and forth...
thinking of you.
tell me, if you can...
am i the only one that is playing this game.
its' scary- that you might have,
let go.
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"모야?"
"돼지같은게!""야!!"
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スケッチブック day.
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