미칠 것 같아
as the thoughts in my head starts to rehearsed in a way dimmed perfect for that moment, the sun sets and leaves my thoughts like the last subway train.
it leaves me with this question,
"is what i am thinking of now -something i'll still want later? and if it happens to appear, will it be something i am "still" longing for?".
will the things you've ever longed for to experience ... eventually turn up and play in front of you like a dejavu? and as another day plays back to the next day, every second without it needs that little boost.
that little faking,
that make believe.
and when it comes, will the plot go terribly wrong?
with this...hoping as much, wanting as much and giving as much.
will it all appear in that way?
in love?
[ ring updates will come soon. ]
it leaves me with this question,
"is what i am thinking of now -something i'll still want later? and if it happens to appear, will it be something i am "still" longing for?".
will the things you've ever longed for to experience ... eventually turn up and play in front of you like a dejavu? and as another day plays back to the next day, every second without it needs that little boost.
that little faking,
that make believe.
and when it comes, will the plot go terribly wrong?
with this...hoping as much, wanting as much and giving as much.
will it all appear in that way?
in love?
[ ring updates will come soon. ]
