다시.

i only look for you when it rains.
i only fall asleep beside you when the thunder comes.
i only beg to be with you when everything else i have is gone.

i know how selfish i am towards you.
i know you could tell by the hours and how i hold you so tight.

the tears i shed in front of you,
were they mine?
or was it yours i cried?

you kept me in,
though you know how soon i would crept out and leave you again.

even so,
you accepted the selfishness in me while
you whisper again- about your unfailing love towards me
and that you will never leave me nor forsake me.

in those moments,
i remember every act of me leaving you,
and every sigh you made while you stayed.

i hope that the rain would never stop failing.

because when it stops
i forget your love,
again.