of these.

i get lost when it rains.
a feeling of happiness, solitude and longing
drips like the downpour.

with every drop that touches my head- it reminds me of these.
and when it finally hits the ground,
a hundredth of a second- i go blank...
until the next fall comes, to repeat itself.

when it ends,
when the floor starts to dry up.
here i am,
confused of the emotions.

and now,
i am trying to encourage myself.

of these.