한번 만도- once alone.

i have been thinking lately, about the times when i need to grasp so tightly in my hands,

to keep you near.

the many times i knew that it could only be you, to fill the roses in the garden.

to water the seeds i've sown each and everytime i thought of you.

time and time again,

day by day again,

your figure seems to start...

to fade away.

what is going on? should i keep you close now that i have the courage to let you go?

the space i left for you to keep has become a forest so deep and thick.

will i go on without you now?

now that every breath i take seems to speak nothing of you.

am i despising you now,

because you seem so far away?

it feels like someone else could take your place.

because once i am alone, i keep going back and forth...

thinking of you.

tell me, if you can...

am i the only one that is playing this game.

its' scary- that you might have,

let go.